They say it requires unnatural strength
to speak your mind.
To rise against
a heart that lies close to your own.
It must be true,
for all the things I want to say,
that I've construct in my mind,
they evaporate in my throat,
dissolve on my lips.
My breath quivers from lack of speech,
caves in upon itself.
A cold apprehension pricks,
sweeps over me,
a concoction of want and lack of power.
I summon my strength,
it refuses to come.
So, for now I remain silent,
after all, I'm no Hercules.
I'll recite them over and over,
the words I so long to say.
I'll stretch their muscles,
build them up,
make them mean so much more,
and maybe one day,
I'll find a power within,
and speak my mind
to your heart,
so close to mine.